Monday, May 6, 2013

Little things

It's almost Mother's Day...even though I am a mom I seriously dread this holiday. The cards are expensive and well that one tiny thing of my mom is no longer living. It's hard to celebrate when she is gone. I get all these emails reminding me to get something for my mom...I really hate it. It makes me not want to check my email.

When my mom passed I tried to keep things that belonged to her...I'm not really a packrat so I don't keep a lot of stuff. I kept these socks...it's been eight years and the socks are getting stretched out...I am sad to get rid of them...they are just socks...but it just seems not fair.

I don't know what to do with myself. I miss my mom and the cloudy weather today is bringing me down...

Happy Mother's Day all. Be thoughtful to the ones who have lost maternal family members and enjoy the day for what it is supposed to be appreciation of all her hard work.