Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Happy Birthday....

This is my daddy...Today is his birthday...he would be 57 years old
He was so wonderful he was one of my top four guys...holding the spot of number one for a good 15 years...
My daddy was able to love me and be so proud of me no matter what I did
Today is a happy day but my heart aches as this would have been his 57th birthday
but we are celebrating this birthday just like the last two without him...it doesn't get easier...it just doesn't
Daddy...there are some things I want to tell you....
I still suck at not wearing my heart on my sleeve...I'm still hurt you left me after I pleaded with you not to...I miss you so much that it still really hurts...I am trying hard to be a good mommy to your granddaughters, all three, I had one more you would love her
Thank you for watching over me. I love you and I miss you. Happy birthday. Bless my brothers today as we think of you and try to celebrate the day you were born...the best gift.
I love you daddy

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Thank you for doing this. It makes me feel better. And I hope it mad you feel better.

Love you very very very very very much,

Baby Brother